To be honest, I was expecting it to be today. I mean after that night of texting back and forth, with my last 7-page text of telling him EVERYTHING I've felt about his girlfriend, I knew he was gonna talk to me about that today. Well what happened was, she showed up at work I give her this look, TOTALLY BY ACCIDENT, and she pretends to like me, yaddayaddaya. But the day goes on pretty well, stayed with me till my shift was done and drove me home. Along the way home is when the conversation began.. We pretty much tried to fix up any misunderstandings and any miscommunications we may have had with one another, which was good for both of us.. Until I asked him the question why we had to stop being friends, ever since he got that new girlfriend of his. His answer: I liked him..and the line between friend and someone who wants something more is constantly screaming at him everytime we're together. DAMN, I have never regretted anything in my life more than having told him I liked him. If I didn't he wouldn't have to question us all the time.. When he asked for my opinion and final thoughts on things, honestly, I was lost for words. I didn't know what to say, I just looked at him and constantly said I was fine. Either I was trying to prove it to him or even prove it to myself, but we both knew that wasn't true. It was weird I mean I didn't really care for him as much as I thought I would have, but I'm not completely done with him as well. All I know is tonight's talk was very bittersweet. I have to let go of him, and move on to bigger and better things in life, reasons for why we DIDN'T work, but after all of that even with the stuff going on between us, I still want my best guyfriendback.
