* Saturday, September 26, 2009
@12:15 PM
Lost.
I am definitely at lost for words right now. Ever since I found out things have not been the same. First of all, he didn't even have the balls to fucken tell me the truth himself, I had to find out over stupid facebook on HER relationship status. Even when I confronted him about he, he has to go and tell me I would have found out if I chilled with him one-on-one, wtheck HELLO?! THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED A PHONE! Frigg, I hate life right now. I'm so bitter about things and I'm afraid I'm gonna continue to be bitter. I feel like ever since it has happened nothing feels the same or right anymore. School is getting worse by the minute, and honestly I'm hating on my parents, because I feel like ever since they took my phone from me they started this whole thing.. Someone said to me that I will be mad at the girl, because you always "hate" the girl, but to be honest it's not that I'm mad at her because she has him or because she won .. I'm mad at her, because she got to tell him that she likes him. Me, on the other hand .. He doesn't even know. He's so oblivious and clueless to the whole situation, that he did not at once click in. Now, he has a girlfriend and my whole life seems to be turned upside down.. I wish he just knew. I wish I could take it back to when I was given a chance to be that girl for him, but I guess he'll just never know..
"The love that hurts the most is the love that is never returned."
"What hurts the most, is to know the one you love is in love with someone else."
1Mm, cmt?!
1 Cmts:
time heals everything homes.
take ur time, but dont let it destroy you ye know?
think about what u still got and not about what u dont.
u got a bunch of friends that loveeee and carre for u!
so like geeet at me ;)
