FINALLY, SCHOOL'S DONE! Frigggg, you don't even know how long I've been waiting for this time to come! I swear it seemed like this whole year took to long just to end, yet it's a year to remember. This year has been filled with many changes, and there's always that one year it takes one person to change, and I honestly think that this was the year for me. Academically, I've been officially scarred for life based on the results of today's exams -.- fml. I AM DEFINITELY going to school next week to pick up my report card personally before my parents get it in the mail. Hmm, well this last week has been a rollercoaster ENOUGH. Letting go has always been a huge weakness that I have, I have this problem with letting people in my life, and then somehow having a hard time to let go of them. And this week has been that week for me where I just had to realize things had to change just because. I couldn't hold on to something that wasn't there anymore, and I had to deal with what's going on NOW, rather than think that the past can always stay the same. However, on a better note things are getting better for me, I'm learning to let things be the way they need to be, and let things settle, gather my thoughts, and let people have their own space before I bombard them with my own feelings. I always think that it's better to clear your own thoughts and know that your ready to face that person before you talk to them, because in the end if you still have those lingering feelings when you do talk to them that fire of hope will start to ignite in your heart again. YOU BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME (8) .. oooh Craig David ;) LOL. Sorry, it just got my attention when he said that. ANYWAYS, friggg first official day of summer was yesterday, BUUTTTT we can say it's today too cause it's the day I'm basically DONE school! YAY =] SUMMER TINGZ on the real. I'm actually very excited for my summer. I think it's just about to get better then what it is now. If I've learned one lesson during this school year it's that; people come and go, and your friends may say that 'they'll always be there for you', but in the end when you think about it, will they really? Will they really be there through thick and thin? That question is up to us to answer. But from what I do know it's that, yes I do believe that they will be there for you when times get rough, but that doesn't mean they'll stick to you. That doesn't mean they won't leave, some people leave even when the worst has hit and yet you expect THEM to be there for you, yet they became more of a disappointment to you when they turned their backs, but it made me grow as a person. It made me see that even though we will have friends like that, I have to look at myself and realize that 'you know what my friends will be there for me, and I do trust in that, but in the end of the day, I'm me.' I'm my own person and I know that I don't need others to stand on my own two feet. I have to grow as a person and be independent, because in the end we are all our own superhero. We will always have that other person who we look for as a guidance/backbone, but in the end it all comes down to US.
