So I haven't updated this in awhile so I should catch you up on a few events that went down this past week. First and for most, I would just like to take a moment and remember Ton's lola, may she rip. Even though I wasn't close to her, I know a few people who were, and it hurts to know when a loved one has past. To know that you have to let go of them completely. It's hard to know they'll never come back, but we all have to be strong for them, and in doing so is only half the battle. On anothern note, trex's birthday was a few days ago, .. dang, 23 that's old. Shoo, I'm only 16 and he doesn't even seem to be that much older than me, and sometimes I feel like I'M the older one, but man, I can't wait to grow up and party, no lie. Being a minor limits you -.- I hate it. But yeah, we just went out for sushi, pretty live. I got Nat and Arjun to try pretty much EVERYTHING that they served us, lol. I loved every minute of it .. watching their reactions to some of the foods were pretty jokes. Especially Arjun, oh man I love that kid off! Then, I had a one-on-one chat with a new friend of mine about nursing schools, which made me open up my eyes to the bigger picture. It may be just next year, but I gotta honestly start thinking about things NOW. Then we went to BR after, and I got crit. No lie, I just got an unexpected visit or a bump of faith you could say with someone from my past, well not really MY past. But oh jeez, it was tough. I mean I thought I was done with all these feelings, but seeing her, yes her made me rethink it all. I mean, why does she have this big cloud over my head? I mean what power does she hold over my thoughts and feelings. I want to know, and when I do I want to fight them and defeat it. Just recently I've been getting into boxing, I know weird eh? But it really helps, it helps you vent out all your anger and emotions when you have no more words to say. It works best especially when you have no one to talk to, so you use a punching bag as your source of venting, lol. The punching bag has been my new friend these past few days, oh man. Haha, just today after work I went and had a boxing match with my friend, and it was pretty intense. Idk how I got to stay that entire time in just boxing, like I honestly did not sit down, I meant we took like 2 min intervals between rounds, but I mean like nothing longer than that. I was dying, but I kept going. Funny thing is though, on the last round I thought that got him KO cause he started going on his knees so I kept hitting his back, until I found out I kicked his titi by accident, LMFAO! I promise you it was MY MISTAKE, lmfao .. I didn't even know I kicked him there, haha. But yeah, I felt bad afterwards. Overall, week has been loooong, and I just want it done with. I'm tired, and I still got a lab to finish and I'm fully loafting and am on this, so ez .. not for long though. I got lots to say, this is TO BE CONT'D.
